So easy yet so hard

Loving you is the easiest way I know
Given everything that your worthy of
I surrendered my heart for you in my fullest
We made each day worth remembering.

I can’t count the laughter we shared
Problems that confused us in some ways;
Make up moments after huge arguments
Making love just to wake the flame of wanting.

Body, heart and soul, we are one
United by this thing called love
Lost souls of the ancient world
Now were reincarnated to renew our affection.

But sometimes being together is not enough
We may not stay as lover my love;
We need to be with each other forever
Vested by God’s grace, we must live and love till death.

It’s a matter of wanting, a matter of love
This world were in is hiding in its mask
My mind is very complex, my heart is mourning
Everything’s difficult and unfair.

If loving you is the easiest way I know
Why is it difficult for us to pursue?
With our dreams and goals,
And the lives we’re craving for.

It’s so hard to start, to go and to plan,
The life we want is unreachable.
We have the time but a block of hindrance,
Our closeness is tearing us apart.

The thoughts of leaving you just for myself,
Puts me in grief and in deeper pain.
How can we survive if no one is willing?
Tell me my love; will ever our future start?

Someone I love on the Net

Beyond this two screens,
A million miles away;
Two hearts of different souls,
Bind with one simple goal.

Someone to love that could only bring happiness,
Someone to share my life with;
Someone to comfort with embraces,
Someone that can wake the passion.

Someone to cherish every moment,
We just want these tender kisses;
How can we? How could it be?
You’re million miles away from me.

I am curious if how your lip taste?
How comforting your body is whenever I‘m cold;
How long will this feeling last?
You’re in Illinois; I’m in my Asian land.

It’s too difficult to fall in love on the net,
Too complications and expectations;
I wish to wake up being with him someday,
He’s the reason for the completeness of my life

You changed me

I was feeling alone and lonely,
For some reasons I’m lost;
I’ve been waiting for so long
Yet still failed.
I don’t know where must I belong.

Suddenly, my world changed and days spark,
Every minute and second of my life
Started to blossom.
The smile and extraordinary conversation,
Awakens my emotion.

You can easily get my thoughts
And the feeling is unexplainable.
Every word you speak,
Gently flows into my heart;
I started to dream about us.

Being with you emotionally,
Makes everyday more meaningful;
We’re far yet everything’s complete,
There’s no other love I felt ever since you came.
We have these moments to share forever.

It’s hard to hide this feeling,
Your aware I know, someday it will burst;
When that day comes I hope this will not be forbidden.
What I have for you is pure,
I mean it; this love is in its depth.