CYCLE

On a gloomy afternoon, I glance upon you,

Those eyes were meaningful and mysterious;

I started to dream and been inspired by you,

Glorious moments happened so fast.

What we have lasted so far till now,

Thinking of the future that you’re the one;

We planned, heart and mind was settled,

But glaring at my side I saw this other man.

He's so charming, smiles so inducing

I can’t help myself but to stare at him and dream;

He's the one I've wished for but I cant,

I’m with you, behind these hindering walls.

I accepted you for who you are,

But for those years we've been together;

Fights doesn’t stop, I’m still longing for more,

Why? I guess I don’t love you that much.

I don’t love you because you made me feel that,

Forbids me all the way, made me blind;

I rejected the promising hand that offers,

A life of happiness.. Is where I should be.

With him, life is full of excitement,

I am thrilled to wake up everyday;

And to live with my dreams,

Inspired and life is been regained.

These complicated cycle of my life,

I am unsure to where I may be;

He kept on chasing, I am for Him,

It’s not clear, where should I end?